Love Yourself So No One Has To

Kiana. 17. Canadian. Pansexual.
Interested in crime.
I have a lot of problems.
I used to be trig-ger
notenoughtosurvive is my best friend and my baby
thereisnohopeformehere is my lady lover


Gruesome Crime Scene Photos Shown At Luka Magnotta Trial

In the murder trial of Luka Magnotta, the so-called “Canadian Cannibal,” jurors were shown gruesome crime scene photos of a blood-soaked apartment in Montreal and the tools he allegedly used to dismember a Concordia University student.

1.A blood soaked refrigerator found at the crime scene that at some point may have contained dismembered human remains.

2. The bathtub inside Luka Magnotta’s Montreal apartment.

3. A blood stained mattress found in Magnotta’s apartment.

4. A power tool that may have been used in the dismemberment.

5. An ice pick that authorities suspect was used in the slaying.


Here’s an audio clip of a phone conversation between myself and Daniel Rakowitz.

Rakowitz is currently in a state hospital for the criminally insane for killing, cooking and eating (and sharing with the homeless) his roommate and girlfriend Monica Beerle.

Rakowitz talks about ‘Mickey the pope’ quite a bit in this phone call. Mickey the pope was New York’s most infamous drug dealer. More can be read about him here


The sky tonight. No edits, no filter


The sky tonight. No edits, no filter









Whatever you guys do, just please be safe :*


you can find this on my tagged/wizardmickeyls for future reference.. this is so damn important. 

as someone who works a safety team at events I can promise you this is accurate and incredibly useful! Honesty is truly the best policy with this stuff when things go south

I’ve always known this and super glad someone put this into a simple but informative post. Reblog reblog reblog

There’s an electro festival close to where I work and every year, we admit a few dozen overdoses.
Knowing what we’re up against makes it so much easier for us to take care of you. We’re not here to judge, we’re here to help. We realize you didn’t intend to overdose, you just got unlucky.

To all my fellow defqon attendees, be careful on saturdayyyy!


With the exception of the “telling us someone put it in your drink is getting old” line (which is a shitty thing to say because there are plenty of people who genuinely get dosed against their will and still need non-judgmental care) this is pretty awesome. 

I dig me some harm reduction and safety planning. No one wants you to stop having fun, just be as safe as possible. 

why would prisoners even speak to you? all you do is try to profit off them. who would want friends like that? also, your husband isn't a celebrity.. you aren't special for marrying that loser. you have zero substance- how sad.



I wasn’t going to answer this bullshit, but I just read it to my husband and he wanted to respond so:

"I realize that I have a biased opinion where Jessika is concerned so I will simply stick with the facts: not only does this woman not attempt to profit off of anyone, more often than not, she loses money by looking out for us worthless motherfuckers in prison. If it wasn’t for her, there are a lot of inmates, myself included, who wouldn’t have a bar of soap to wash themselves with. So why don’t you do me, and all the other convicts she helps a real big favor and go into your bedroom and blow your fucking brains out. And just for the record, she may not be special in your book, but they don’t make them any more special in my book and I count myself as one of the luckiest men on the planet to have her in my corner, you stupid fuck".


please watch this



Watch out for the fake Gacy pieces which seem to be flooding the market over the past week.  It appears that more non authentic Gacy items are being offered for sale.  Drawings of an electric chair, Ronald McDonald and Jeffrey Dahmer which were NOT done by John Wayne Gacy. 

It is disheartening that someone who knows better would try to pass these off as original Gacy drawings.  Gacy did NOT do these!  John Gacy painted, he rarely ever drew.  His paintings were done in oil and some in acrylic.  These originally appeared on eBay about 15 years ago.  They weren’t real then and they are not real now.  
As with most anything, if it seems to be good to be true, it probably is.  Have you ever seen one of these color drawings include an envelope?  Have you ever seen any letter from Gacy in which he mentions doing marker drawings?  Compare the signatures of these to his letters and paintings.  There are also several copies of his book, “More Letters to Mr. Gacy” which appear for sale that are signed in marker but were not signed by him. 

People are buying this garbage and it makes me sick.  YOU GUYS.  If you aren’t sure whether or not something is real and the price is just *too good to be true*, chances are that it is fake.  Research, ask around.  Don’t just throw your money away.


When i was little i wanted to grow up to be a disney princess but im pretty sure i just became Yzma 


god i hate learning about world war 1

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Asking Alexandria’s tribute to Mitch Lucker.


Hitler rehearsing emphatic gestures while listening to recordings of his speeches.